Friday, March 18, 2011

Lets round up the random pictures in my database

I have been taking pictures meaning to write a blog post about them and then of course I get busy and forget to do so. So here is a series of posts all on one day to get me all caught up!


First up:

My wonderful boyfriend who has put up with my stressed out horrid attitude got me flowers. Sure it took a lot of hinting and telling him that I strive on spontaneous romance, but I love that he thought of me and got something so beautiful!



He always tells me that he isn't a fan of cut flowers because they are dead.


The basil in a jar is the other "flower" he brought home for me after a fight.


I was never supposed to show that picture....so don't tell....I came home this winter to find him wearing the Snugli that I got him (and he said he would never use the sleeves) and playing video games....had to snap a pic.

I am so crazy about that man!!

The last week...otherwise known as Hell week

So after many years, a lot of hard work, and a lot of money (yay student loans) I missed my nursing final by 4 points. I am now fighting to come back in next year. Hopefully fingers crossed the powers to be realize that not letting us students know what the policies were means that they need to work with me and not against me!! I am in talk with the college in charge of my school and I have to e-mail them this weekend with a summary of what is going on!

So that right there is a non depressed way to say what happened this week. I grieved my loss of school like I grieved when I lost my sister and niece. It has been really hard and there has been a lot of random crying.

Oh and then to top it all off I went to my weekly meeting and YAY for me (sarcasm dripping off that if you couldn't tell) I gained 2 pounds. Which just added to my depression. Failed at school, failed at weight loss, failed at life....

Well hopefully I will turn it all around!!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Study Study Study arghhhhh

I have been cramming everything from this term and I am sure that my head is going to explode!!!!

Countdown to test is now only two more days!! Wish me luck that I can retain this information!!!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Stress and two dinners

First the stress:
So my stress is building and along with it builds my fat reserves!! So at weigh this week I am up 3 pounds. So disappointed in myself! I know logically that until I take my test on Tuesday I am not going to seriously follow any weight loss plan I might make. So my goal is that Tuesday will be the start of my new plan. I have it started in my head but I am trying to not even think about it right now so I can get through this week!!

So onto the two dinners:

I am loving taking pictures of food and I can't wait till I graduate and I get myself a new nicer camera!!

Day before yesterday I made a roast in the oven along with asparagus and a green salad. The roast was super easy and delish. You see the BF bought part of a cow awhile back and now I am trying to use so that I have room in the freezer for other things besides beef. So I took an arm roast, and cut little holes all around it that I shoved garlic chunks in. Then I covered the whole thing in Montreal steak seasoning.

All I did then was throw it in my fancy Pampered Chef roaster, spill a little red wine around the bottom and pop in the oven for an hour or so.


Even though it had great flavor it was a little tough. I forgot to trim all the "silver skin" off. So says the BF. But it was good the next day as leftovers also. The kid had it straight, I had it chopped on a salad, and the BF had it chopped up in quesidillas. So all in all it was good but could have been better.

Tonight I went on the WW website and found a recipe for baked Ziti. Sounded good but could be better.

I took the recipe and got rd of the peas (nasty!!) and added a red pepper and mushrooms. So tasty, everyone liked the BF and the kid with no requests or ideas on how it could be better from either one of them!! What a nice surprise!

Baked Ziti with Turkey Sausage


Ingredients
3/4 pound(s) raw turkey sausage, spicy-variety, casings removed
1 medium onion(s), chopped
1 medium green pepper(s), chopped
1 medium red pepper chopped
8 oz mushrooms chopped
28 oz canned diced tomatoes
2 Tbsp canned tomato paste
1 tsp dried oregano
1 tsp dried basil
1/2 tsp dried thyme
1/2 tsp fennel seed
1/2 tsp table salt, or to taste
1/2 tsp black pepper, freshly ground
12 oz uncooked whole-wheat pasta, ziti, cooked according to package directions
6 oz shredded part-skim mozzarella cheeses

Instructions

* Position the rack in the center of the oven and preheat the oven to 350°F.
* Crumble the sausage meat into a large saucepan and brown over medium heat, stirring often, about 4 minutes.
* Drain off any fat, then add the onion, mushrooms and bell peppers. Cook, stirring often, until softened, about 3 minutes.
* Stir in the tomatoes, tomato paste, oregano, basil, thyme, fennel seeds, salt and pepper. Bring to a simmer, then reduce the heat and cook uncovered 5 minutes, stirring often.
* Stir in the cooked pasta and half the cheese. Spread evenly into a 9- X 13-inch baking pan. Top evenly with the remaining cheese.
* Bake until the cheese has melted and the casserole is bubbling, about 20 minutes. Let stand 10 minutes at room temperature before slicing into 8 pieces. Yields 1 piece per serving.



And to finish this post I have decided to give up two things for Lent (even though I am not Catholic)
1. Soda
2. Salad Dressing

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Tomorrow

I am so nervous for tomorrow for three reasons.

1. I am learning how to put in IVs which thus means that I will be putting them in real live humans in a few short weeks.....arghhhh

2. Weigh in day is tomorrow, and I have not done good at all this week. I have not tracked, worked out or even cared what went in my mouth. I need to get on the ball because as of now I am just wasting money each and every week that I am not following the Points plus. I am hopeful that after final and my stress level has gone down that i will be able to focus on myself more.

3. Finals. No they are not tomorrow but as of today I have less then 1 week left to study and make myself smart. If I don't get a 76% on the final then I am out of OCNE nursing forever! That is terrifying to think that if I fail the test test next week then that will be throwing away the last three years in the gutter. I am hoping to pass, obviously!! I printed off flashcards and cut out half of them this evening. My goal for tomorrow is to finish the reading for the OB unit and start the next unit's readings. That is a lot of reading!!!

Wish me luck and I will check in with my weigh in tomorrow. Not looking forward to the scale!!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Weigh in

I forgot to mention that i am down a pound!!! WooHoo!!!

Only 20 more to go!!!

Who Who

So eventually this rim of a hat will become an amazing owl hat!! Well depends on how long I knit before i give up on it and it ends up in the pile of unfinished projects.

I got the pattern from this Owl Hatwebsite which I found on Raverly


So far its taking me 10 minutes to do a round, and I think I may have made a mistake, but I refuse to frog the thing!!
Wish me luck!!